The Controlled Use Fad has Normal Recovery Community Baffled; How can One Recover from Abuse if One can’t Stop Abusing? A Humorous Take.

The Controlled Use Fad has Normal Recovery Community Baffled; How can One Recover from Abuse if One can’t Stop Abusing? A Humorous Take. https://fitrecovery.wordpress.com/2018/08/03/the-controlled-use-fad-has-normal-recovery-community-baffled-how-can-one-recover-from-abuse-if-one-cant-stop-abusing/ — Read on fitrecovery.wordpress.com/2018/08/03/the-controlled-use-fad-has-normal-recovery-community-baffled-how-can-one-recover-from-abuse-if-one-cant-stop-abusing/

Rising From The Ashes

For me the date was March 14, 2003. Ten years ago. A day I hope I never forget. And one I hope I never, ever repeat.

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“Woman Injured In Blaze”

The journey beyond a small town newspaper headline.

March 23, 2007 started off like every other day had for as long as I cared to remember, with one exception. Two days prior Friday the 23rd, I knew that I had to stop drinking. Let me clarify… not to stop drinking completely but to control my drinking enough so that I wouldn’t be sick and shaking in the morning. I needed to control my drinking enough that I could get through the entire day without the feeling of my skin turning inside out.. I knew that my body had officially become reliant on an 80 proof half gallon of cheap ass vodka.

I was tired… but not defeated

In my infinite wisdom, and in my fractured and out of focus state of mind, I knew if I could get through 3-5 days without the booze, I’d be…

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~ Forty Lessons ~

• You are not what happened to you in the past. – No matter how chaotic the past has been, the future is a clean, fresh, wide open slate. You are not your past habits. You are not your past failures. You are not how others have at one time treated you. You are only … Continue reading ~ Forty Lessons ~